Home Again, the sweet smell of New Hampshire or is it?! I have to admit from the start it was odd flying in on Saturday evening. Not really knowing what to expect, I was greeted by a familiar face and left with him as my best bud drove me home. Things looked the same but that was only because it was pitch black. The following day was the shocker, I still felt like I was in Pennsylvania. How could this be? Had that officially become home? Couldn't have, Right?
Wrong, I have grown to love PA with a passion, not sure why...all it does is rain and rain and seem gloomy. By making me depressed I just don't understand how it could feel like home. As time has gone on and I've now been home for almost a week now things are starting to fit back into place. Evening driving the Volkswagen I still don't feel normal. And that's even my future car that has been around for a while.
"God, is this a test?", I've found myself asking. But the only answer I've gotten is..."Seek Me!" Well, there you have it. Seek Him....ok I thought I have been. What have I been doing wrong? As I road to the Cafe here at the Church I was just taking the time to one focus on the road but speak to God. No better way than pedal past 8.5 miles of his beautiful creation and just revel in him. It was a blessing. Still awaiting to see the growth and challenges that are placed in my life but as for now, I need to give it all to Him. A worker here at the church just reminded me of John 15, that apart from God, so without HIM in our lives, we can do NOTHING. Ding ding ding, I have been tricking myself to believe I was in tune with him when really deep down in I haven't been. Time to make a MAJOR shift.
I've got a very busy summer so now it is time to put my faith in God, my walk with him to the test and make sure that I give my life, relationships and everything up for HIM. Heres my challenge to you and myself so..."On your mark, Get set, GO!"
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